FREEDOM, Lonliness, and an injured ankle.

Well that time of year is around. My mother goes to this antique show twice a year. To make our 'bread and butter' (each year its a lil less and less, but hopefully she'll sell more this year, we need the money) So we finished packing the trailer yesterday and went grocery shopping last night (we don't get to get too much refrigerated stuff cause we only have one of those mini fridges types, bigger than the mini fridges you normally see, but still pretty tiny). I stayed up through the night so I'd be awake for when mom went out. She's packing the tent and boxes from storage into the truck and my ankle is hurting. I think I pulled a muscle in my calf or sprained my ankle from stepping wrong. Not sure. Anyway I will have about 2-3 weeks give or take of the house to myself.

Which the majority of that will probably be spent alone. All my friends in town are very busy with either their college work/classes, their jobs, or both. I mean I haven't had a real chance to hang out and chill with them since July, asides from when one came over to watch a movie with me. But that was all since she had a meeting to go to. I mean its nothing that I'm not used to.

I just get tired of watching youtube and playing single player games. I thrive on being able to interact with friends and laugh with them. Soooo, its kinda of a bummer.

Good news though, I might have plans to go to a Halloween Party at my friend's if her roommate is cool with it (she always has great choice in booze and is great at cooking). There's talk of games and even a small costume contest (I've got some ideas I could try depending on my supplies and motivation).  I've already set out a guest list to my Christmas Party as well, since I've learned over the years. That if I wait til November maybe three people will show up, at most. So I made a hard rule, contact me by December or I will not plan for you to show up (no gifts/food planned for an extra person/ etc.).

So yeah. There's that. I mainly wanted to make this to complain about my ankle, but it turned into a small calm rant.